The Download

 Our illusions…
It has become so crystal clear that the definition of desire, fantasy, and illusion surrounding the human need for companionship/partnership is so entrenched and interchangeable that we loose ourselves into misery and denial.     All of these symptoms are all part of the human need for a higher meaning to our life’s purpose.
This is the same need we have for God to exist in our lives in order to make sense of the emotional turmoil we unconsciously create with our unconscious needs, fixations, lusts and sincere desire to find a compatible lifelong partner…
The most interesting aspect of this journey of discovery is the shear level of illusion/delusion we suffer with as life unfolds showing us in so many wonderfully unobvious ways, warnings that the path which is open before one is not exactly what we imagined…or want.
In the quest of looking for that ‘significant other’ we convincing ourselves the reasons for synchronicities, which are interpreted as the divine influence, are guiding us to the correct place and person to experience lifelong nirvana..  
Yet the startling truth is the exact opposite. We have a plethora of mental/emotional addictions and deep seated fears which are the true distortions of the entire process of our being brought together… The superficial notion is we are meant to be together as in our fantasy lifelong love affair.    The ignorant understanding which is not easily seen or known at the time, is the deeper aspects of our psyche is the true driving force to create these seemingly magical conditions of this dynamic expression of union.   The hidden unknown reason is actually to bring to the surface our hidden energies and processes that needing healing and resolution…
In the coming together both physically, mentally and emotionally the aspect which is generated by this action/addiction seeds into the consciousness, the roots of the disclosure process…The closer we get to each other and the more intimate we become, the bigger the magnification the lens of ‘critical awareness’ becomes entrenched, which with time exposes all the ugly pieces of our OWN hidden, unresolved inner childhood wounds.. 

Files coming soon.